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Tuesday, October 16th, 2007
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Hi there, livejournal.
Been a long time.
Couple of years, in fact.
I'm not going to keep you up.
This is a goodbye.
Everything is so different now...
You wouldn't recognize me.
I probably wouldn't want you to.
For it's time to make a confession to you, my readerless livejournal.
Every entry before this one has been...a complete and total piece of bullshit.
I didn't really believe any of it.
It was an act. A character I desperately wanted to be. If I could just keep pretending that I really loved God, that I was assured in my faith, that I felt the things I said I did....maybe I'd actually start.
To be quite frank, the day I graduated high school and moved out of Marble Falls was the happiest day of my life.
The eighteen years before it were nothing but confusion, misery, and depression. With no way out. There was no point in telling anybody. It would just make things worse.
Since that day, my life has changed dramatically. For the better.
Let me fill you in on the goings-on of the last two years.
John and I dated for a year. He became quite attached. I lost interest about three months in. You can probably piece together how that went.
I fell in love with my best friend through phone calls, instant messenger, and movies. John suspected by I couldn't admit it. Even to myself. Jarett was completely different.
I became an agnostic. With Jarett's help. He was the only person in my life I could talk openly to about my doubts. He never pressured...only offered an shoulder to lean on and a ear to whisper "scandalous" secrets to. Nobody else could know. High school would become hell if they did.
I broke up with John a week after our one year. It was my third time to try to end it. I didn't break up with him for Jarett. I broke up with him because I was miserable and he wasn't the guy for me. John will no longer speak to me.
Jarett confessed love a week before I left for college. We dated three months. It was amazing and horrible all at the same time. We discovered deep depression and new relationships don't mix. The most intense three months of my life. It took me a long time to get over. There are no hard feelings there and we are okay now. I really did love the boy. But those feelings are now nothing more than affectionate friendship and a soft spot for the first boy I ever truly loved.
The University of Dallas was hell on earth. Agnostics were less welcome there than at Faith Academy. However, I learned a few incredibly valuable lessons about people, made a few really interesting friends, got drunk and high for the first time, and finally felt...sincere. Even if I was sincerely unhappy and pissed off.
Moved back to Marble Falls because the idea of spending a second semester was slightly akin to being robin williams in a waxing salon. you're going to pull your hair out and there's going to be blood. I spent a semester waiting tables, reading, not talking to people, and occasionally getting shit faced at my friend's place and running away from his horny cousin all night.
I know. By now you're probably wondering where this story improves....
It does.
In March, I met a boy at a hookah bar in Austin. He invited Jade and I to a party at his friend's place, where we began a relationship that has been one of the most lovely, simple, and happy things I've ever had in my life. He introduced me to the Austin I'd always wanted to know. Highly intelligent, incredibly curious, light-hearted, uncomplaining...I'm going to avoid gushing. To be frank, as we've adopted the habit of being quite frank and open in our relationship and I see no reason not to continue that here, I'm in love. Not passionate, heaving chest, gushy, wild love. Sweet, sincere, simple, lovely, easy, beautiful love. It's remarkable. It's stable. It's safe. It's clean. I've never been more interested or satisfied in a relationship.
Right after we began on our lovely love adventure, I got kicked out of my house when my mom read my journal and found out I'd gone to the party and had something to drink.
I lived with Jade in an apartment she was renting in Marble Falls, then we got a place in Austin.
I didn't talk to my parents for a month. There was more to the story than that...but it involves highly personal details that you really don't need to know. Nosey fuck. :o)
Things started looking up. Things with the boy were turning into something...brilliant. And stress free. What?! A stress free relationship?!? I know, go figure, right? Eventually I made up with my parents, made peace with what they'd done, and things there finally, for the first time in nineteen years, came out in the open. Our relationship is still recovering and my parents hate my agnosticism and my boyfriend (he's from Bangladesh and his family is Muslim), but they're making an effort.
I got a job working at Discount Electronics. Although my job sucked, it was a kickass environment, very Austintacious (har har har) and I was quite bummed out when I had to quit. The job was totally gnarly dude! (I'm throwing in the stoner talk to give you some sort of idea about what exactly made it so damn Austintacious)
I'm not a stoner, in case you were wondering. I've smoked before. Honestly..not a fan. Mainly because I have the IQ of a beanie baby cockerspaniel when I'm stoned. Last time I stared at a pizza for half an hour. That's not fun for me.
I spend a lot of time hanging out with my friends at a hookah bar or coffee shop. It's badass.
I'm going to ACC with the intent of transferring to UT next Spring. My parents need to save the money for now. It's okay.
There's always bad shit happening, as bad shit is wont to do. My boyfriend, in order to take care of his dying parents, moved back to Houston at the end of the summer. It was quite painful and I miss him very much, but our relationship is still as lovely as ever and we're both completely happy. There is no fracture there.
There's always some drama in a circle of friends, and ours is no exception. Instead of boring you with the details of he-said she-said, suffice to say that they all fucking relate these goddamn stories to me because I'm the only one not embroiled in it. Heh. Yeah, you picking up a tinge of frustration there?
But, all in all my friend, things are on the up and up.
Love, friends, liquor, and the best city on earth.
I'm satisfied.
Hope you all are well.
Goodbye livejournal.
Anyone stumbling across this can find me on facebook.
Cheers, kids.
<3
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Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
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Monday, October 11th, 2004
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Yay it's fall! I'm so happy. Today was not so fun though. I woke up at 7:50 and left at 8:05. Yeah I know, not cool. Anyways, so English dripped by. Seriously, I have never seen the minute hand move so slowly. Computer Journalism was alright I guess. I had to do a group project of editing the frontpage of the paper with Ziggy and T.C. Basically, I edited it, and they agreed to agree with my editing.
But CHEMISTRY! Rahr. Will this class ever get any better? I mean...I really want to learn Chemistry, but it doesn't feel like I am. Oh well. I just need to study the book more so I'm armed with questions, it's my job to learn, not the teacher's job to force me too. Anyways, Adam was completely unremorseful about the whole science project thing which ticked me off, and...well let's just say...i sorta got insanely frusterated and spent the last five minutes of class shooting pennies off the desk, which ended up hitting John and Jason. They shot back, and there was penny pandamonium for a minute, but I was the conquerer cus I am more insane than either of them.
Anyways, I came home and watched...The Godfather! My favorite quotes:
"I'll make him an offer he can't refuse" <-- i know u've heard it before but they say it more than anything else
"leave the gun, take the cannoli"
"mahnday, tuesday, tharsday, wednesday"
hehe okay. So anyways, I did math after that, and I'm about to go back upstairs and study something else. I still have to figure out something to write for my English creative writing. In the past, all my ideas have really just like dropped out of the sky and hit me, but I guess I'm actually going to have to use my now bruised head to come up with something.
Alright. Gotta go now my little snuggles.
xoxoxo
~cait~
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Sunday, October 10th, 2004
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I thought I would update for all you readers at home.
Let's see...this weekend was interesting. Friday I hung out with Jade and Chloe. We were at RHS for a while, then we went to the school to check out the bbq. But it was false advertising on the school's part, because there was no bbq, just hamburgers and hotdogs. We decided that that didn't sound good, and we were too cheap to go buy something, so we went to Chloe's house and had mac and cheese and chilled out to the melodious tunes of Relient K. We also ended up singing May the Horse be with You to Mrs. Hopkins which I don't think she enjoyed too much. Anyways, then I went back to RHS with Jade and played water wars. That was an ill-fated game of waterwars, let me tell ya. John was frighteningly hyper too, and he almost ruined my cell, which was not cool.
So yesterday I got up and cleaned house then went to the school to meet up with people for our Chemistry project. But Sarah G. ended up not being able to come cus she had to babysit, and Adam was a big jerk and didn't come, so poor John drove 40 miles to be there on time and it ended up not happening. I felt really really bad for him, and he was really frusterated and I think a little mad at me but REALLY mad at Adam. GET YOUR ACETONE DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW!!! Anyways, so I went home after apologizing profusely to him, and I did homework and watched a little tv. Then Jade told me she needed company at RHS cus her parents dropped her off there while they went to the rodeo (yeah i know, i don't get the fascination either), but because I was trying to avoid John, we sat in my car, when Jason, Age, Sarah, and Jenna pulled up. So we talked to them for a while, but they decided to go to Pizza Hut, and we couldn't go cus we had to stay and watch Keenan. So we went inside, John turned out not to be mad at me (or he hides it well), so I beat Jade and then him at airhockey. Sorry yall, can't beat Tiac.
Anyways, so I got home about 20 till 11, and fell asleep cus I was tired. this morning i dropped jade's backpack off to her (she left it in my car) and now I'm here talking to you. Okay, homework time.
toodaloo my snuggles (that's plural jade, referring to EvErYoNe, you are all my snuggles)
~cait~
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Wednesday, October 6th, 2004
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So it's been a while since I updated, so I thought I would bless you precious few people who actually read this. Let's see...um...what to write about..what to write about. I'll just tell you about my day cus someone needs to hear how not fun it was.
ACT 1: Good mornin' Sunshine
"BREEEEEEEP", my alarm screamed its tune at the ungodly hour of 6:45 in the AM peoples. So after hitting my snooze button several times, I rolled out of bed and stumbled into the bathroom, where 20 minutes later i emerged. So at 7:40 I am packing my bag for school, when I realize I didn't do my grammar! Oh boy! So I did that, drove to school at the speed of lightin', SHHHHH don't tell my parents, then had the most just oh so NOT fun English class.
ACT 2: The plot thickens, no wait...that's our chem project
Computer Journalism is an absolute zoo. Bowman, try as he might, cannot figure out pagemaker to save his life, kids are running around making jokes about everything from Napoleon Dynamite to some Hoobastank song. So, naturally, the paper did NOT get out. Bleh. Oh, but the cherry on top of our lopsided cake was yet to come, for in Chemistry we were blessed with a TEST! OH BOY! Then, we divided up into our science project groups. I think John and Adam have some kind of shopping problem. I told John, we need flowers of the SAME SPECIES, but different colors. I EVEN gave him an example, carnations!! So what does he get? A beautiful bouquet of different flowers!! There were two pink carnations. Needless to say, we were less than thrilled with him. But the best part came when Adam couldn't figure out why the drinking water he had purchased didn't count as distilled. HMMMM Adam, let's think about it...cus it doesn't say distilled on the label?!?!?! He said since we didn't need it he was going to drink it. Which he did. Sarah bought a crapload of muratic acid and Acetone too, which we sniffed and got very very happy and were laughing alot. Honestly, it was a really fun time, but so amazingly pointless that I don't know how we are going to recover. I guess we'll have to get together on Saturday.
ACT 3: My stint as a teenage Soccer mom
So I went home to get my class ring crud filled out. I won't even GO INTO how ugly our rings are, but oh well. So, I end up taking our whole family back in, and carting them around to the following places:
1. Harmony (drop off Travis)
2. Blockbuster
3. Faith Academy
4. HEB (drop off mom)
5. Harmony (pick up travis, drop off nathan)
6. Rockhoppers (give Sarah Yellowcard CD)
7. HEB (pick up mom)
8. Library (drop off mom and Travis)
9. Harmony (pick up nathan)
10. Library (drop off nathan)
Phew. When I went to the library the last time, I ran into Stephen and later Ryan, so I ended up staying a while talking to them. They're good guys, I'll miss them when they graduate.
ACT 4: Our hero rests
So finally I went home, put away the groceries my mom bought, and practiced piano. Then I got on here and started talking to people, but everyone on my buddylist is boring and doesn't talk, so I decided to update and that's what brings me here. Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go do Math and French.
toodaloo!
xoxoxo
~tiac~
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Thursday, September 30th, 2004
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Firsts.
First best friend: Joshy, when I was teenie tiny, I think he moved to Africa...I can't remember..but we were inseparable until 2nd grade were he decided girls had cooties
First screen name: lazydazy192
First self purchased CD: idk...i think it was a Newsboys CD
First pets: My psycho cat, Cheryl
First piercing/tattoo: my ears when I was eight
First musician you remember hearing in your house: hmm...idk
.LASTS.
Last cigarette: never.
Last car ride: yesterday driving home from the library
Last good cry: I actually haven't had a "good cry" in a while
Last library book checked out: I haven't checked a book out in a long time...but the last book I got was Basic Christianity on Monday
Last movie seen: Contact with my family at home
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: eh..dinner last night lol...i need me some breakfast!!
Last crush: no comment.
Last phone call: ...i really can't remember...
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: black converse
Last cd played: Bleach - Astronomy
Last item bought: Bleach - Astronomy (whoohoo for cheap cds off amazon.com!!!)
Last annoyance: math problem number 12 not coming out right
Last disappointment: 91 in Comp Journalism, that's supposed to be a easy high a!!!
Last shirt worn: my blue pj shirt with bowling shoes on it from the Fossil store
Last word/s you said: "nathan, be nice" to my brother when he was being nasty to Travis, I think I told Travis to shuttup too...but I can't remember
Last song you sang: MAGICAL TREVOR with Jade at the library. We're so awesome.
What color socks are you wearing? I'm barefoot.
What color of underwear are you wearing? white lol
What's under your bed? dust
What time did you wake up today? 8:00 am
.FUTURE .
Where do you want to go? France, Italy, England, Scotland (where they will pronounce my last name right!!!), Ireland, Switzerland, New Zealand, in fact, pretty much anywhere in Europe. Russia would be cool too, and Australia and...
What is your career going to be? idk...I like to write...
Where are you going to live? good question, ask God
What kind of car(s): one of those hybrid cars! those are good for the environment and aren't just ridiculously expensive. plus you save money on gas and stuff so it makes it more worthwhile in the end. NO TEENAGER NEEDS A NICE NEW CAR! hehe.
.CURRENT .
Current mood: happy
Current music: none
Current taste: my toothpaste
Current hair: in a ponytail
Current clothes: green pj pants and blue pj shirt
Current annoyance(s): french homework left to do
Current desktop picture: clouds
Current book: autobiography of Katherine Graham
Current color of toenails: uh...clear?
Current hate: no comment
(x) - you've done
(_) - you haven't done
(_) been drunk
(_) been high
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(_) been dumped
(_) been fired or laid off
(_) been in a fist fight
(_) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(_) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(_) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa.
(_) Punched a friend
(_) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(_) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been Snowboarding
(_) Met someone in person from the internet
(_) Been moshing at a concert
(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(_) had sexual intercourse of any kind
(_) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
hmm...i sound boring...i need to do some more stuff
okay, got Heart today.
xoxoxo
~tiac~
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Wednesday, September 29th, 2004
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A survey for people who are bored. If you're not bored then read it anyways because reading what I have to say is more important than anything else you could be doing.
Name:: Caitlin Elisabeth Michie
Age::16
Height:: 5'5 - 5'6 -ish..something like that
Hair Color:: reddish blondish brownish somethingish
Eye Color:: blue
School Life
What's your school's mascot?: a flame
School color(s)?: uh...I think technically they're red, white, and black, but we can wear navy and green polos too.
G.P.A.?: It's a good gpa, that's all you need to know.
Who is your favorite teacher?: Don't have one
What do they teach?: n/a
Is this your favorite class?: n/a
Internet
Do you use any instant messengers?: too much
If so, which ones?: msn and aim
About how many hours a day do you spend online?: 2-3
Do you have a digital camera?: mmhmm
If so, do you post pictures of yourself online?: ACK no never dont want to blind the poor ppl
Music
Do you play any instruments?: guess you could say so
If so, what one(s)?: piano
3 Favorite Genres Of Music:: i like pretty much everything as long as its not polka or hiphop or rap! TAKE THE HIPHOP AWAY!
3 Favorite Bands:: Relient K, Switchfoot, Phantom Planet, Kutless
Do you go to concerts and/or shows?: Not too often. Nobody good comes to Texas! muah.
What is the most you've ever spent on a concert/show?: Uh...we spent like $150 bucks on tickets to see Hairspray
What is the least you've ever spent?: idk
Do you think buying merch at a concert then wearing it there is corny?: prolly yeah lol.
Do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit to listening to?: would i admit it if i did?
Did you notice the grammatical error in question 29?: there are no numbers?
Word Association
Blue:: eyes
Camera:: hide
Boy:: girl
Pretty:: beautiful
Pants:: jeans
Music:: Fun
God:: amazing
Sweater:: song
Live Journal:: passes time
MTV:: eh....
Labels:
Do you think labels are dumb?: yeah
Why or why not?: only cans need labels
What do people label you as?: uh...hyperactive perfectionist who is rigid and can't loosen up
How/Why did you get this label?: cus i have a tendency to act like a hyperactive perfectionist who is rigid and can't loosen up
Which Is Worse?
Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?: depends
Blink-182/Good Charlotte?: blink-182
Being Deaf/Being Blind?: deaf, to not be able to see the world around you would be so sad
Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do?: Being bored
Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm?: leg
Love
Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?: Yes. I love lots of people. I'm only in love with God.
Is it better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all?: I don't know.
Are you romantic?: idk...maybe? maybe not? i'm too logical.
Are you in a relationship now?: nope.
If so, for how long?: forever
If not, how long have you been single?: a while lol
What song describes your love life right now?: i don't there that there is one.
Ranomosity
War: Good or Bad?: bad
What do you think of designer labels?: waste of money!!!
Who's skankier: Britney Spears or Paris Hilton?: both
What is it with guys and cars?: Girls are obsessive about their looks, guys are obsessive about their cars. there is no happy medium
Do you sing?: yep not very good at it tho
If so, what part (Soprano 1,Alto 2, et cetera)?: Soprano 1 or 2, but I can sing high alto when necessary
Kiss or hug?: hug
What color is your room?: yella
How old is your mom?: 46
Black and white or color photos?: black and white
Who cuts your hair?: uh...the last person was a nice lady at the Bella salon
What color is your toothbrush?: clear and blue
What color is your hair brush?: purple
What kind of hair products do you use?: Dove
Is K-Mart just the poor man's Wal-Mart?: haha, idk, i would shop there if we had one.
Are you sexy?: Haha...nah...i dont know...how would I know?!?!? Josh C told me one time i had sexy knees ( i was wearing jeans at the time)
What color to people tells you looks nice on you?: idk
What color do you think looks nice on you?: idk, i'm not at all fashion savvy
Clothes shopping or grocery shopping?: neither
Who do you sit with at lunch? eh, i usually go out with some people who vary
Do you like the sound of your own voice when you hear it played back?: no
Who has the nicest speaking voice that you know?: anybody britist
What is the website for one of your favorite bands?: www.mmhmm.com
Do you prefer to date people younger, older, or the same age as you?: same age or older, they cannot be closer to my lil bros age than me. nuh uh.
Do you listen to songs on repeat often?:i...dont
Who was the last person you hung out with?: um....idk...the last people i talked to were Jade and Chloe and John and Jason and Josh in a meeting about class rings
What did you and that person do?: they made fun of me for my driving
Do you use internet shorthand (i.e. "lol", "brb", "jk", et cetera)?: yeah, but it's so dorky
Are you a people-pleaser?: prolly more than I should be
Do you dye your hair regularly?: no I never have
What about your eyebrows?: no
Do you wear makeup?: yup
If you answered "yes", to #96, are you female?:yes
Do you buy CDs edited or unedited?:. unedited....i don't buy CDs that need to be edited
Can you beatbox?: nope
Does your mom like the song "Hey Ya" by OutKast?: my mom doesn't know who Outkast is....lol
to ta loo!!!
the terribly terrificly terrifying
~tiac~
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Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
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I have discovered the appeal of shows like Gilmore Girls and CSI. I discovered it, in fact, while talking with MJ about the desperation of people to sound smart, even though, as we all know, Americans are fat stupid slobs. Don't you appreciate my political correctness? But that is a whole other rambling entry in which I preach to you from atop my soapbox which will, in the end break, because I am a fat American.
Anyways, back to the whole topic of this eccentric discussion, CSI and Gilmore Girls. Why are the so terribly appealing? I'll tell you. Because...they sound smart. Gilmore Girls sounds smart because in between the mundane story line which only takes the same plots from other dramas and simply places it in the setting of an upscale Connecticut town with rich people whom we assume must be smart because they sound smart, they throw in several large words whom nobody but those avid readers of the dictionary know the meaning to, and then crank the speed of the lines up to turbo, so that you have to listen very carefully to understand what they are saying. Does this make the show smart? It makes the PRODUCERS of the show smart, because when you watch it, you smile smugly to yourself and say "haha look at me, I don't buy into all those other cheesy dramas, i watch one with intelligence." even though in reality your show is just as silly and stupid as all the other ones. I can say this though, because I am highly addicted to Gilmore Girls, even thought tis just as mindless and brain-rotting as every other show on TV.
CSI is a different case. It makes you feel smart because you can say "I like to watch shows about forensic investigating," so that your less enlightened friends can ooh and ahh with admiration and awe that you used the words forensic and investigating both in a sentence. The show though, again, is just as brainless as all the other detective shows. Can use organize the clues and guess who the culprit is for yourself? No! Can you learn anything from the show? Can you learn how to solve your own crime or how to test for fingerprints or match up DNA or anything? No! All you learn is that "crime doesn't pay" which is the same message spouted from every other show on television, even though real life shows us that, for your worldly life atleast, crime can pay very very well as long as you're good at it. Wow, there I go with my political correctness again.
So in conclusion to my entry which might sound smart but in reality is just as brainless as all my other ones, I would just like to say that I am, in fact, cooler than your fuzzy lama named Phil, and no, I am not smoking anything, but it might be time for my parents to put me on ritalin.
~tiac~
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Saturday, September 25th, 2004
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Last night I watched Contact because I was so wired from running around all day that I couldn't really calm down enough to go to sleep. I forgot what a FANTASTIC movie that is! Everybody run out and check out Contact right now!! It's PG, so it couldn't be any less offensive if it tried, and it was just...wow! It doesn't come out-right and state blankly if the creators of the movie believe in God, it lets you decide for yourself. The movie is brilliant and beautiful and very well acted.
But after I watched it, I was trying to go to sleep...and something about seeing the pure SIZE of our universe and how miniscule we are is just...it makes all my little problems seem absurd. I mean...it really is true that the heavens declare God's majesty...they are so beautiful. So amazingly beautiful and incredible and I can't even begin to explain it. I was trying...to make it fit. I felt so stupid, sitting there trying to be able to fathom the world around me while at the same time trying to place it into the context of this enormous Universe with our Almighty God watching over it all and...I just can't. It is WELL beyond the limits of my mind. I'm not even sure the greatest minds on earth could grasp it, but I'm far far far far FAR from being anywhere near the intellect of some people, and so I don't know...
Maybe one day we'll be able to understand it all...be able to make it all fit and have it all make sense...complete the puzzle to which we have a jumble of pieces but who knows how they fit and which ones we're missing? I don't know...and I know this is a strange entry but I just wanted to get it out and then go back to cleaning my room...hehe...which is not exactly the most thought-provoking or meaningful thing in the world, but my mom wants me to, so I will.
~tiac~
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Friday, September 24th, 2004
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Tiac is my name.
Edaj is my trusty sidekick. Together we drive around in my great green whale defending the honor of nerds around the town of the Falling Marble.
I know you think we're cool.
So do you want to join our superhero crew? Here's what you have to do.
You have to have a name.
And spell it backwards.
Very complicated, don't get it confused.
~tiac~
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Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
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NYCrazy4Jesus: srry
Livin4LovinGod: don't you do that when we're having a serious conversation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Livin4LovinGod: now we are discussing John's heart
Livin4LovinGod: it's a very serious matter.
NYCrazy4Jesus: ok but no lol he would have said anything at that time to get me to like him more
NYCrazy4Jesus: haha nothing about John is serious, tiac
Livin4LovinGod: Maybe so edaj...
Livin4LovinGod: but you think I might be right cus you didn't deny it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Livin4LovinGod: DON'T DENY IT!
Livin4LovinGod: YOU ALREADY THINK IT!
NYCrazy4Jesus: i do?
NYCrazy4Jesus: i think some 16 yr old guy i never talk to unless you are there likes me?
Livin4LovinGod: DON'T DENY IT EDAJ!!!!!!!!!!!!
NYCrazy4Jesus: um...sounds pretty twisted to me, TIAC!!!
Livin4LovinGod: YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE EDAJ!!!! YOU DIDN'T DENY IT!
Livin4LovinGod: YOU DENIED DREW!
Livin4LovinGod: BUT YOU WON'T DENY THAT JOHN DOES!
Livin4LovinGod: MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA
NYCrazy4Jesus: uh huh...
NYCrazy4Jesus: i deny it
Livin4LovinGod: how freaked out would he be by this conversation do you think?
NYCrazy4Jesus: so there
NYCrazy4Jesus: who? drew or john?
Livin4LovinGod: perhaps both...i was thinking John
NYCrazy4Jesus: i think both of them would be looking for the exit
Livin4LovinGod: John would be running OVER drew to get to the exit
NYCrazy4Jesus: yeah prolly
Livin4LovinGod: squashing him
NYCrazy4Jesus: if not to leave just to run over him
NYCrazy4Jesus: :-P
Livin4LovinGod: har har
Livin4LovinGod: nobody must ever read this conversation
NYCrazy4Jesus: haha most def not
NYCrazy4Jesus: if i weren't part of it, tho
NYCrazy4Jesus: you know i'd have to post it in my lj
NYCrazy4Jesus: but since i took part in this idocridy
NYCrazy4Jesus: it's forever hidden, don't worry
NYCrazy4Jesus: and DON'T even think about letting someone else read this or I'll....
NYCrazy4Jesus: just now the consequences will be great
Livin4LovinGod: hmmm...
Livin4LovinGod: i'll sic...
Livin4LovinGod: who will I sic on you...
Livin4LovinGod: hmmmmmmmm
Livin4LovinGod: i'll sic Bob on you
NYCrazy4Jesus: haha yeah
Livin4LovinGod: that would be scary
NYCrazy4Jesus: oh most def
Livin4LovinGod: bum bum bum bum bum
NYCrazy4Jesus: hehe
NYCrazy4Jesus: ?
NYCrazy4Jesus: is that Bob's war song or something?
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Livin4LovinGod: oh darn it you figured it out
Livin4LovinGod: now he'll have to get a new one
Livin4LovinGod: swish-bop swish-bop swish-bop
Livin4LovinGod: i'l lhave to teach you how to pronounce the swish
Livin4LovinGod: it's very complicated.
NYCrazy4Jesus: is it like....
NYCrazy4Jesus: swish?!
Livin4LovinGod: no.
Livin4LovinGod: ::muttering::silly drunk columbian
NYCrazy4Jesus: HEY NOW!!!
Livin4LovinGod:
NYCrazy4Jesus: fine...sWiSh?!
Livin4LovinGod: no.
NYCrazy4Jesus: well...how is it then ms-i-know-how-to-pronounce-it???
Livin4LovinGod: sh-huh-
Livin4LovinGod: wheee
Livin4LovinGod: eh
Livin4LovinGod: boom shacka lacka
Livin4LovinGod: ish
NYCrazy4Jesus: oh.
NYCrazy4Jesus: i c
Livin4LovinGod: i told you it was complicated
NYCrazy4Jesus: no. not really
Livin4LovinGod: but don't forget to add the bop
NYCrazy4Jesus: i won't
Livin4LovinGod: I expect you to sing it all the time now.
Livin4LovinGod: except when you're around me.
Livin4LovinGod: or i'll have to hurt you.
Livin4LovinGod: but around all others
Livin4LovinGod: you MUST sing the song
Livin4LovinGod: loudly too.
NYCrazy4Jesus: but i forgot the first syllable to it
Livin4LovinGod: sh
NYCrazy4Jesus: it's too hard!!!
NYCrazy4Jesus: i can't do it!!!
NYCrazy4Jesus: :-(
Livin4LovinGod: I TOLD YOU!
NYCrazy4Jesus: :'(
Livin4LovinGod: ::sighs::
Livin4LovinGod: I guess Bob will just have to kill you then
NYCrazy4Jesus: no!
NYCrazy4Jesus: i'll learn!!!
NYCrazy4Jesus: i'll go to Bob War song school!!
NYCrazy4Jesus: sh
NYCrazy4Jesus: huh
NYCrazy4Jesus: whee
NYCrazy4Jesus: boom
NYCrazy4Jesus: shacka
NYCrazy4Jesus: lacka
NYCrazy4Jesus: ish!
Livin4LovinGod: okay, but tuition is a 235,239,235,233 $$$
NYCrazy4Jesus: AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Livin4LovinGod: per week
NYCrazy4Jesus: i did it!!
Livin4LovinGod: given out in nickels and dimes
Livin4LovinGod: cus c'mon he's a monkey, what's he supposed to do with bills?
NYCrazy4Jesus: oh yeah....i'll get that done for sure
NYCrazy4Jesus: haha
Livin4LovinGod: ...you forgot the bop
Livin4LovinGod: BOP!
Livin4LovinGod: BOP!!!!
Livin4LovinGod: BOB!
Livin4LovinGod: BAAAAB!
Livin4LovinGod: MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHahaha
Livin4LovinGod: wow..i scare myself sometimes
Livin4LovinGod: i'm posting this entire conversation.
NYCrazy4Jesus: oh no....
Livin4LovinGod: well...since you're internet punked out then came back
Livin4LovinGod: i dont have most of the convo about John
NYCrazy4Jesus: YEAH!
Livin4LovinGod: just the tail end
NYCrazy4Jesus: dang.
NYCrazy4Jesus: that was all you tho!!
Livin4LovinGod: that was good though
NYCrazy4Jesus: let the ppl know that!!!
Livin4LovinGod: i liked the part about the violin
Livin4LovinGod: if you have it I'll post it
NYCrazy4Jesus: the violin?
NYCrazy4Jesus: oh HAHA
Livin4LovinGod: NYCrazy4Jesus: srry
Livin4LovinGod: don't you do that when we're having a serious conversation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <---that's as far as i have
NYCrazy4Jesus: the soap opera dealy?
NYCrazy4Jesus: yeah same here
Livin4LovinGod: oh well, it's lost forever in the realms of cyberspace
NYCrazy4Jesus: that's sad
NYCrazy4Jesus: it was a good convo too
NYCrazy4Jesus: at least...for me
NYCrazy4Jesus: maybe not for those who have to read it
Livin4LovinGod: lol, it was funny
NYCrazy4Jesus: esp. if john or drew ever see it
NYCrazy4Jesus: :-P
Livin4LovinGod: they won't
Livin4LovinGod: Drew doesn't read mine and John...doesn't even know livejournal exists prolly
NYCrazy4Jesus: haha yeah but what's-her-face....roddickbabe
NYCrazy4Jesus: she has you on her friend's list now
Livin4LovinGod: ah yes, she won't mind, she's cool.
NYCrazy4Jesus: yup. lol no now i want to try and see john's face IF he ever does read this whole bunch of noncoherent ramblings of randomness :-D
Livin4LovinGod: OMG I KNOW RIGHT!
Livin4LovinGod: prolly match about when we invented Bob...
Livin4LovinGod: that was great
Livin4LovinGod: he'll never be the same
Livin4LovinGod: apparentally you should talk more to Sarah
Livin4LovinGod: i think she wants to have a srious conversation
Livin4LovinGod: but my whole day was serious
Livin4LovinGod: seriously boring
Livin4LovinGod: so i am in no mood
Livin4LovinGod: to be serious
NYCrazy4Jesus: me neither serious moods are sad
NYCrazy4Jesus: esp. when i have all this bullcrap hw to do
Livin4LovinGod: i'm skipping tommorow.
Livin4LovinGod: i've decided
Livin4LovinGod: i am going somewhere
NYCrazy4Jesus: take me with you plz
Livin4LovinGod: i hear the carribean islands are nice
Livin4LovinGod: maybe i'll drive there
Livin4LovinGod: surely there's a bridge there somewhere
Livin4LovinGod: but I don't want to drive all that way...who can we abduct to drive us?
NYCrazy4Jesus: haha darn long bridge i bet
NYCrazy4Jesus: haha john
NYCrazy4Jesus: :-P
Livin4LovinGod: YES!
Livin4LovinGod: JOHN!
Livin4LovinGod: cus he will never be the same!!!
Livin4LovinGod: he'll either turn out just like us
Livin4LovinGod: or he'll become a mute
Livin4LovinGod: and shake all the time
Livin4LovinGod: like a nervous chihuahua
NYCrazy4Jesus: HAHA
Livin4LovinGod: it's funny cus it's TRUE!
Livin4LovinGod: oh man, that's it, so tommorow we're abducting John and making him drive us over the bridge to the Carribean Islands cus we want to find Captain Jack Sparrow
Livin4LovinGod: and shave his eyebrows
Livin4LovinGod: where we will leave John cus who really wants to ride with him to AND from the carribean islands
NYCrazy4Jesus: haha well hey i gtg
Livin4LovinGod: lol okay! i'm posting all of this
Livin4LovinGod: adios!
Livin4LovinGod: have fun
Livin4LovinGod: hehe
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hmm...
I tried to finish Katherine Graham's 634 page autobiography last night. I'm a slow reader and she's a smart lady. bad combination. I still have 200 pages to go this morning. blah, i need to get faster.'
I have French and Precal today. I'm not dreading it but not exactly looking forward to it either, you know?
yay, it's almost the weekend.
i want to do something fun this weekend. i thought i was going to have to force someone to let me stay with them this weekend cus my parents were going out of town, but it turns out that's NEXT week, so some lucky person will have time to prepare for my arrival. hehe.
my God is so great, so strong and so mighty there's nothing my God cannot do...for you!
~cait~
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Monday, September 20th, 2004
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I found this picture when I was looking through files on our computer. It shows Teddy and my cus's puppy when they were teenie tiny! Jeff (blonde in chair) is holding their dog, I can't remember its name, and the lil girl sitting next to me is holding 6 week old teddy! Then of course trav is sitting next to Jeff, and you can see the heads of Brice, Elliot, and Nathan, in that order from left to right.
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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
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Good mornin' folks.
Today we went to HBCNW in Austin. It was awesome. They have the most incredible worship team I've ever heard in a church. They should make a CD.
Then we went to my grandparent's house in Sun City. It was a sorta sad visit......
I didn't get to get together with Josh and now I feel really really really bad.
I got two math lessons done.
We ate Krispy Kreme donuts. They were very good.
I don't want to go to school tommorow, maybe I'll skip.
This is a very very pointless entry. I'm in a not-so-happy-Cait mood so I think I'm going to go and work on my homework that's due tommorow. It's personal testimony resitation tommorow. whoot.
xoxoxo
~cait~
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Saturday, September 18th, 2004
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Things to do at Wally World
1. Sniff people then point them in the direction of the deoderant (stolen from Corey cus number one on the list wasn't PG rated!)
2. Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off at 5 minute intervals.
3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms.
4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone,' Code 3' in house wares,...and see what happens.
5. Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away.
6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.
7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they bring pillows from the bedding department.
8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?
9. Look right into the security camera, use it as a mirror and pick your nose.
10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the antidepressants are.
11. Dart around the store suspiciously while loudly humming the theme from 'Mission Impossible.'
12. In the auto department, practice your "Madonna look" using different size funnels.
13. Hide in a clothing rack and when people browse through, > > say PICK ME! PICK ME!"
14. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal position and scream "NO! NO! It's those voices again!!!"
And last but not least:
15. Go into a fitting room, shut the door and wait a while and > > then yell loudly "There's no toilet paper in here."
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Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
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Monday, September 13th, 2004
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Hola.
To update on Bob, he has now infiltrated the air I breathe and is making me feel very "punky" to use my mommy's word. And just because he's that evil, he's also made all the pills that make me feel better also make me sleepy. That darn monkey.
In other news, I have to write an article for the newspaper about the Election. So if yall could help me out by posting which candidate you're supporting and why, I would really appreciate it. I don't need to know why you're NOT supporting a candidate (a.k.a. no Bush or Kerry bashing), I'm just trying to give the facts about both men, then let people decide for themselves. Because I think you should have more reason to want someone elected than just to get another person out of office. ::cough::bush bashers::cough:: But I have no problem with people who support Kerry for being Kerry, just with people who support Kerry for not being Bush.
Anyways, homework is really starting to grate on my nerves. And the PSAT is next month! Oh my goodness, things are crazy. Today was a bad day so I'm in a bad mood and I'm writing a very negative entry so I'd better end it now and go work on the homework so maybe it might be a teenie lil' bit less irritating.
Oh, I got a retainer! yay for me! \/\/007!!!
Love yall like whoa.
xoxoxox
~Cait~
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Sunday, September 12th, 2004
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I'll tell you the story about Bob.
Once upon a time there was a little town where the marble fell. In this tiny town was a large establishment full of loud machines that beeped and clanged and invited people to punch their many buttons and stomp on their hard surfaces. Two young girls came to this place hoping to pass the time until the tossing and running of pigskin stuffed with cotton began up the hill. So, after consuming some highly caffienated-iced beverages they opened up their schoolbooks and began to diligently study. However, out of the shadows of their minds came a figure so very horrifying that they laughed out of sheer terror. The creature.... was Bob! He was a hallucinated monkey, with a long tail, a rocket booster on his back, and a terrible horrible bellybutton that was not only magical...but a food processor! Naturally fear and caffeine overwhelmed the two girls, and they proceeded to draw a portrait of Bob to appease him. But when he saw the terrible rendering of his beloved belly button, he grew very angry and made the girls only laugh harder! Which had the effect of scaring a machine wrangler at the establishment by the name of John. Finally the girls managed to escape the deathly grip of this maniac monkey and went to seek refuge at the house of Hopkins, but Bob would have none of it.
He returned with a terrible vengeance and convinced the girls to climb into his soup pot so he could cook them. The screamed his name over and over. BOB! BOB! Laughing in between, so strong was his hold over them. He even planted the evil but yet genius idea in their heads of hiding in the little house of Hopkins, which was to be the dwelling place of Machine Wrangler John that evening. But the matriarch of the House of Hopkins swiftly dispelled this idea. Disappointed but not out of hope, this maniacal monkey planted the idea of calling Machine Wrangler John and asking him to fetch fries of the French as he rode his great white wagon back to the House of Hopkins. Unwise as to the effect this creature was having on the minds of these girls, he proceeded to pick up a huge order of the fries of the French and also got for them many containers of tomato mush.
When he arrived the girls proceeded to take him hostage and engaged him in mindless and brain rotting conversation until the hour of 2 am, when maiden Sarah decided they must let the ensnared Wrangler go. So off he rode into the night to spend a night alone...or was he? For Bob was lurking in the dark reaches of the little house of Hopkins...
Where does our story end? Nobody really knows...Machine Wrangler John has not been seen by any of the members of that late night party since that night...and Bob has hidden himself in the many fields of the House of Hopkins...but whenever you call his name...Bob...will...appear...
BOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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relaxed.
bed oh bed, whereforart thou?.
I don't understand!.
seriously not serious.
i no like school.
Fizzy.